Q: Apple ID (locked out)

Okay, here's the deal. I restarted my iPad, i log into my Apple ID and it's disabled. I can't really access the email that is sent to you to enable my account because it's sending it to my icloud email which is on that Apple ID that i can't access. So now i have a iPad that is locked onto my own Apple ID that i can't access. What am i suppose to do!?!??!