i am trying to find my icloud account

its the same account you logged into this forum with.

see also

If you have issues when you try to sign in with your Apple ID password, use these steps to reset it and regain access to your account.

https://support.apple.com/en-us/HT201487

Click on home button > settings > your first and last name will be displayed ( beneath it Apple ID . iCloud , iTunes ) .

Click on right arrow > iCloud .