i don’t have a mac, what do i do?

See >>> If you see the Restore screen on your iPhone, iPad, or iPod touch - Apple Support

A PC will suffice. If you do not have a computer of your own, borrow access

from a friend/relative/co-worker for the short period it will take to restore

your iPad.

If you have an Apple store or Apple authorized service provider nearby,

make an appointment with them for assistance.