my apple id has been disabled

See this article:

https://support.apple.com/en-us/HT204106

If this is in the iTunes/App Store, see the Apple Support article(s) below. 

If you see a message that says 'Your account has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes' - Apple Support.    

Contact iTunes Support for assistance. See the Apple Support articles below for contact information.   

iTunes Support – world wide 

Apple Support schedule phone call     

Billings and Subscriptions 

If necessary, try Twitter

https://twitter.com/AppleSupport.