app is not on home screen but still on phone

Try this: Use App Library to search Phone app, see this Apple article:

Organize the Home Screen and App Library on your iPhone - Apple Support

Then see this Apple article: Move apps and create folders on your iPhone, iPad, or iPod touch

Move apps and create folders on your iPhone, iPad, or iPod touch - Apple Support

I think I need coffee, in my previous post there was a typo.

Try this: Use App Library to search the app you are looking for, see this Apple article:

Organize the Home Screen and App Library on your iPhone - Apple Support

the trash icon is not or delete is not one of the options. I tried to remove from Settings also does not allow me to remove this app.

Which the app you are looking for?