i have too many apple withdrawals on my account that i dont know what they are

This is primarily a user-to-user support forum; other Apple users like you. We don't have access to information about charges to your account. See each of the steps in the following instructions. They include information on contacting Apple Support if the other steps don't help: If you see 'apple.com/bill' on your billing statement - Apple Support or go to Subscriptions and Billing - Official Apple Support