What do I do if I lost my Apple ID on google

You are sign in here .  .  .  with your Apple ID (?).

Your Apple ID is the personal account you use with all Apple products and services. It includes the email address and password you use to sign in, as well as the contact, payment, and security details that you use with Apple.

You can’t merge multiple Apple ID accounts.

See -> If you can't connect or sign in to iCloud

If you can't connect or sign in to iCloud - Apple Support

Check your Apple ID via your email box, see this Apple article: If you forgot your Apple ID

If you forgot your Apple ID email address or phone number - Apple Support                  

OR see -> Having trouble signing in?

https://iforgot.apple.com/password/verify/appleid

• On your iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, or Apple Watch >>Tap Settings, then tap your name.

• On your Mac >> Apple menu >> System Preferences >> Apple ID.

• On your PC >> Open iCloud for Windows >> Apple ID under your name.

I hope it is helpful for you.