Can you help my set back up my apple ID

If it was Locked or Disabled, you will have to follow these steps:

If your Apple ID is locked or disabled - Apple Support

If you deactivated your Apple ID and were given an alphanumeric code, you will have to provide that code to Apple Support here:

Contact Apple for support and service - Apple Support

Hello Rachaelottosen,

Thanks for using the Apple Support Communities!

As this is a user to user community, no one here can directly assist with Apple ID issues. For that you'll want to reach out to Apple Support directly.

They can take a look and see what options you have. Reach out to them here: Get Support

Take care!