recovering my cc info

If you have the Apple Card credit card, this article might be helpful for finding the card numbers associated with your account: How to find the card numbers associated with your Apple Card - Apple Support

If you’re looking for credit card numbers that you gave Apple (to pay for subscriptions, to purchase something, etc.), there won’t be a way for you to get that from them. You might find the last four digits on a receipt or in your Apple payment area of your account, but you won’t be able to find the full credit card numbers anywhere.

Any information Apple has is encrypted and only you bank has the key to decrypt the information.

Your bank will be happy to help with your requests.