How can I put a cash on my account with Apple using my cash because I don’t want to put my ATM card

Can you safe out there like I’ve been scam few times what do you think I should do about it it’s like I am easy target with this people I really don’t do anything I am just a home body a lot

how they they know about me do you think they have cameras around them and every time I go out to my door they watch me

give me the answer please it’ll be helpful to me

Thanks