How do I get my Apple relay email back. My relay email was link to my Deriv trading account but I disconnected because I wanted my real email to reflect on it but I made a mistake and lost access to the relay email, so now I can’t login to deriv

How do I get my Apple relay email back. My relay email was link to my Deriv trading account but I disconnected because I wanted my real email to reflect on it but I made a mistake and lost access to the relay email, so now I can’t login to deriv Account. Deriv is sending my deriv forgot password link to my relay email but my relay email is not sending it to my real email because I disconnected it from my real email. Please I need help