Thank you for your reply, I have reflected on what you said and i agree that i should have good communication skills as well as that i need to choose a course that i like... but i do not see how apple should accept me out of 250 applicants. (I heard tha 1 in 250 applicants get the job). I think you are right about what you said.
I am not really good at the technical side of I.T. unless i will work to make the next iphone or ipad because it does not intrest me, i really like these things therefore i would like to make them. At school, i am better at the business side of things e.g. writing reports. I have found my self struggling in working with technical components such as opening a computer or installing software. I just do not want to be those jobs that involve this, except if i work in things i like, otherwise there would be no intrest in my job.
So i do not know what to do, i am really going mad about what i want to do... because everyone in my family failed to gain a degree and this makes me want to do better than them and this is also what motivates me everyday of my life.
A response will be much appriciated and sorry for talking about my life story.
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