Security Codes

So here is my story, I have some money on my apple id i want to spend but i need to know my security questions but i don't know them, so i proceed to point where i know im screwed, I have to send the reset security info to my security email, but that email no longer exists, It was deleted about a year ago. So is there anyway i can fix this myself or will i have to call apple for support? 😟