iCloud Photos won't delete

I had all my photos on iCloud and it took up to much space. So I turned it off and deleted all the photos. They went to recently deleted and I waited for 30 days and they finally disappeared. So I turned iCloud photos back on, so I wouldn't loose any pictures I take on my iPhone and now it says I have 380 pics but they won't appear and when I click on them it says Cannot Load Photo. Does anyone know how I can make these go away?