Hello everyone and let me thank you for your time in advance.
I am posting because I face a very weird situation with my MBP. Model is MBP 15" mid-2014 (1TB ssd, nvidia discrete graphics), only factory parts. The machine lately was experiencing kernel panics (launchd died\nState at Last Exception:\n\n"@/SourceCache/xnu/xnu-2782.40.9/bsd/kern/kern_exit.c:363) which I thought to be associated with Google Chrome since they occured while browsing or watching online flash videos (youtube etc ...).
I purged chrome and the kernel panics stopped although occasionally the MBP would be slow. I decided to upgrade to 10.11 (El Capitan) only to find out that my SSD is not recognized by the El Capitan installer. When I get to the choose a hard drive screen, only my USB (from where I install El Capitan) shows up. The ssd is not detected. I tried the disk utility found on the El Capitan installer but the disk is not detected there also. Then ssd is also not detected in the Disk Utility in the Recovery mode (tried both internet and local). Only the "MAC OS X base system" disk image partition appears when booted in Recovery.
Additionally the system never gets past (spinning wheel of death, hard shutdown) the login screen in safe mode and has a kernel panic (Your computer restarted because of a problem ... and the panic report lists the same message as above) in every second try to log in in safe mode.
The weird part is that the machine boots fine in normal mode (I am writing this message after a normal boot) and disk utility (while booted in Yosemite) detects, verifies and repairs the ssd in normal mode. I do not get the flashing question mark or have any problems with normal login process. I must have rebooted around 30 time today in normal mode. Also the Macintosh HD can be selected as the boot disk with restart and holding "Option".
Tried SMC reset, NVRAM reset, tried to use fsck from single user mode. In the first attempt fsck returns "The volume Macintosh HD appears to be OK." while in the second execution fsck returns fsck: disk1 media not present (disk1 is obviously the ssd).
The entire machine and the ssd appear to be working normally and as expected in 10.10.5 but cannot upgrade and all the above signs are not hopeful. It buffles me that I can boot normally to 10.10, I had faulty disks and whenever the disk was not detected in Recovery mode I was alway getting the flashing questionmark to indicate that the disk is corruted. Is there any chance that I have messed something up in my partition table thats why the ssd is not detected up or am I looking at a faulty ssd that for some reason is still bootable and appears to be functioning??
Any ideas at all .....
Thanks guys