Can't get into my rescue email account at all !

Hello Ryanjailboy,

Thanks for reaching out to the Apple Support Communities. I've got some information that might help. If you've forgotten or been locked out of your rescue email you may be able to reset your password using the security questions set up on your Apple ID. This article will guide you through that process as well as provide some other helpful information: If you forgot your Apple ID password

If you've forgotten your security questions, we would recommend reaching out to our phone support team who can assist you with your account. You can find your local contact number here: Contact Apple for support and service​

Thanks, and best regards.