Q: i forget my security question and rescue email

Start here: If you forgot the answers to your Apple ID security questions - Apple Support

Hi

You need to contact  iforgot.apple.com

Cheers

Brian

Hi

As you have forgotten the answers to your security questions and cannot access your rescue email address, you will need to contact Apple Support.

Contact information is available here:

Contact Apple for help with Apple ID account security - Apple Support

(I'm afraid that no-one here can resolve the issue for you. You are not talking to Apple here - this is a user-based community).