were is my historie and how does this forum work???

Hi, here I am back again.. it's still a big puzzle to me how this site works. It was even hard to find the place to drop this new topic to. And more important: I don't know how to find my many old topics with answers (a lot of with answer from Tom W and others) than I can see now under bruce/manege. Why so stupid complicated? I really don't know were to go with and when something succeed it is pure luck. This forum is imo awful complicated; logica and lay-out. Under which community should this be placed? I can't choice a categorie below...

I hope mediamanagement.

I want my history back and more.. were can I find an explanation? Thanks.