How do I view my Apple Music Playlists after free trial?

So recently my 3-month-free-trial of Apple Music expired and

a day or two after the expire date I was still able to view the playlists I made without

listening to them. I didn't know that after a while, they would disappear. So I didn't wrote down

the songs etc, which is kind of annoying, because now all my music is gone.

If I open the app and click on ''library'', it only shows the maps ''recently added'' and ''music videos'',

which are empty.

If I search the names of my playlists in ''my library'', they show up empty with 0 songs.

Is there any possibility of recovering all my playlists without being able to listen to them,

just so I can write them down or something?

PS:

I'm not willing to pay for the app, because I don't like it that much, so that's not an option.

(But if I would, would it show my playlists again?)