icloud mail locked & can't login for reset password for my apple id

my icloud account is locked and i can't receive email for unlocking since they are sending to the icloud mail as well, if it's possible the mail for unlocking to be sent through my apple id.

my icloud account is locked and i can't receive email for unlocking my icloud account since they are sending to the icloud mail as well which is locked, if it's possible the mail for unlocking to be sent through my apple id so that i can be able to view it.