My dead APPLEID is locking me out

I cancelled my AppleId ********** about 3 years ago - and every day I am stopped in my doings 50-100 time every day: GIVE THE PASSWORD TO YOUR APPLEID and when I give it: THIS IS NOT AN APPLEID and then this dance GROTESQUE starts again and again and agaiin and again!!!!!!!!! And the nightmare is just started. All my audiobooks, my iPhones, my iPad, etc etc are all infected with the same ****. It has not been possible to get any help that worked. IT IS KILLING ME because I am locked out from using what I paid for. Many audiobooks, music and apps - are denied me, I cannot update or anything.

Apple has managed the insane thing: To set up a system that cannot correct for human errors - in fact, it cannot correct mistakes at all - it is only devised to press, press and press and squeeze customers to cdo nothing but BUY BUY BUY. I have been a Mac-user since 1992, and I have been along every deep down and high up. Please, anybody?

Odd

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