Lost my music

Ok so my dad got my family Apple Music ect, we all listen and now back to me. So I have had this for a couple of months now like 4 and I created a song list with all the songs I ever listed to that I enjoyed, it had 209 songs and was still growing. Than my dad stopped paying for it for like a month and it was cut off but I just got it back 2 months later and now my playlist is gone is there any way I could get it back. I have an account so it should be there but it’s not