Apple says they refunded my original purchase method but I have had to cancel those cards prior to me asking for a refund

I had disputed charges made from apple, and they refunded my original payment method for the purchases made. The thing is I no longer have those cards with those specific card numbers. My card accounts have apparently been debited but I had to cancel them prior to the refund because of other unauthorized transactions on them. How the **** am I supposed to get my money! None of my accounts are showing me a refund