I cant find the subscription i paid for

Hi Hillwood2012

Welcome to the Apple Community.

Re: can't find the subscription or find my account

Your Apple ID is the account you use to access Apple services,

such as the App Store, Apple Music, iCloud, iMessage, FaceTime and more.

To check the subscription:

View your purchase history for the App Store, iTunes Store and other Apple media services – Apple Support

Open the Apple Music app on iPhone, and tap Listen Now

In the top-right corner, tap the photo icon.

Sign in with your Apple ID and password

To see subscription features:

Try Going to Settings  > Music, then turn Show Apple Music on.Music Support

Listen to music and more in the Apple Music app – Apple Support

See what friends are listening to in Apple Music on your iPhone, iPad, iPod touch, or Android device - Apple Support

Trouble-shooting:

If you can’t use Apple Music on your new iPhone or iPad - Apple Support

To "Get support" if needed:

(Scroll to the bottom of the Music Support Team's website)

Music - Official Apple Support

Hope this helps :-)