Memoji exists, but cannot use or edit it anywhere
My memoji that I created a couple of weeks ago cannot be used inside messages or be edited.
It seems as if the momoji doesn't even exist inside messages.
The thing is it still acts as my avatar/profile image for my apple account on all of my devices (iphone, mac, ipad). For example when I sign in to my macbook, it still reacts in an animated way (showing facial expressions etc).
The momoji is there, but not there. What's going on here and how can I make it available in messages once again?
MacBook Pro 16″, macOS 13.0