Hey there and welcome to Apple Support Communities onlysnipergirl,
We can certainly understand your concern and can help provide some insight.
We recommend checking out these steps for more information on what to do if you can't sign in.
" If you can't connect or sign in to iCloud
If you've set up your Apple ID and need help signing in to or using iCloud, follow these steps.
Get help signing into iCloud
Before you begin, check the Apple System Status page to make sure there are no outages or scheduled maintenances currently affecting iCloud and make sure that you’re signed in to iCloud with the same Apple ID on all of your devices.
If you can't remember your Apple ID or password
If you can't remember your Apple ID, check these settings and services to find it. If you've forgotten your Apple ID password, learn how to reset it.
If you get a message that your Apple ID is locked or disabled
If you or someone else enters your password, security questions, or other account information incorrectly too many times, your Apple ID automatically locks to protect your security and you can't sign in to any Apple services. Learn how to unlock your Apple ID.
If you can't sign in to iCloud.com
Learn what to do if you have trouble signing in to iCloud.com. "
For addition information, check out this link: If you can't connect or sign in to iCloud - Apple Support
These steps will help ensure your device is working with ease and can fix common issues like the ones you’re experiencing.
Kindest regards!