Purchased music not showing up in Icloud

Hi!

I recently tried the new Apple Music app. It was nice, but I really only listen to the music I purchased so there's not a need for the app except to sync my devices. That said, it seems when the subscription expires, I lose access to music purchased at least a couple years ago and on my windows computer (all of it bought in this same itunes account). On my computer it recognizes that it's purchased but not so on my iphone. It seems kind of crummy for Apple not to allow me access to music I paid for across all devices, so maybe there's something going on that I'm not aware of? Most of the affected music is labeled 'matched' in icloud status.

Any help would be appreciated! ~Melissa