Deleted pictures in Google Photo and now I can't find my pictures in my Apple Photos album.

I recently wanted to share some photos with a google shared album. google asked for access to all of my photos. I didn't think that was an issue, so I agreed. Then, the notifications of "buying" more storage came along and I did not want to pay for more storage because thats a scam, so I deleted my photos. Now google is holding my photos in the trash for ransome. I lost my photos in Iphoto as well.