Forgotten password/missing Recovery Key/FileVault turned ON
How do I access my Recovery Key when FileVault is turned on? Apparently I did not fully understand what FileVault was when turning it on. I cannot find where I wrote the recovery key down and I do not remember my password either. Is it true that I am not going to be able to get into my own computer? I am not able to access the terminal; only the space to type in a password and then the space to type in my recovery key; neither of which I know. It seems crazy to me that a person would be locked out of their own computer for good. Am I missing something? Thanks!
MacBook Pro 13″, macOS 10.14