Subscription to Apple music

Hi, I had a subscription with Apple Music for a while and downloaded A LOT of songs. However unfortunately I lost all those songs when I had to unsubscribe for a little while due to financial issues. I had so much music that I loved and now I can’t remember a lot of the songs I had. I was just wondering if I resubscribe, will I get all my music back? I know this is probably not possible, I was just hoping. Thanks for your time.