iTunes 12.8 lost my TV shows and movies

I just updated to iTunes 12.8, and upon restarting my computer, and firing up iTunes to watch my subscribed to TV episodes, my whole library is gone ! I have looked at the "hidden" purchases and they are not there. When I go to Account > Family Purchases they are all there, but I cannot play them, even for current subscriptions !!! *** Apple !!! WHen I go to iTunes Store, find my subscribed to TV show it shows I have purchased the season, but cannot download or play the episode ! Unless you can fix this Apple, I want a refund for all the TV shows I have purchased and no longer have access to... I have been a loyal Apple customer since the first iPod came out, yeah, the fat and while iPod, and have bought iPhones, an iPads, and an Apple TV -- however I have had issues with iTunes before, and maybe it is time for me to move off Apple products ? This is VERY frustrating, I can not watch TV shows for current season passes I have just purchased...